In the labyrinth of pleasures. Farewell to the addiction. Birth of Joy. A Love Story. II
foreword and introduction.
If the book was once written, it will probably be written and another. Here it is! It begins where the first ended, although I do if after all the work was the feeling that finally made and forever. But after a phase of emptiness and regeneration inside me again beginning to wake up something, something insisted on terms, wanted to be expressed.
Birth joy that stems from the farewell to the dependence, is the next step towards the inside, which follows the awakening of love. I would therefore at the beginning of this book is to summarize the ideas expressed in my first: "Listening to the heart of things: the awakening of Love Junk psychotherapy: the MDMA and LSD, to compile these thoughts in the form of a report. As part of refresher courses dean of the bishopric of Basel I in June 1990 he was invited to before a group of Catholic priests generally present worldview and shape of the person as they were identified in the course of my work.
This book in the first place does not describe the joy that more and more blooms on the inward journey, but rather the tragedy of a wonderful tool - psychotherapy. Speech talking about the shady side of "illegal or inappropriate" psychotherapy as I defined it in my first book on the shady side of the path inward. It is of the fact that this is a unique way of actually almost did until the end was passed, no widespread today psevdoezotericheskih circles or in the ubiquitous psychotherapeutic schools. It explains why we are pleased to welcome as rare as love, and how this development Life is always and everywhere again and again suppressed, and squeezing into the destructive norms.
This book tries to find reasons why we, the people ever again and again to do so. On the other hand, it is directed at a person inside each of us, in a potential patient and therapist. She wants to simultaneously be a textbook and an essay.
In the first chapter I'm trying to think about why we humans always again and again, we prefer our dependence possible freedom. In the second Chapter I rather want to make a hopeless attempt to show the possibility of parting with addiction and the path to freedom and joy. The third chapter in more detail covers the individual depending on which time and again prevented our discovery of truth. It deals with the ubiquitous widespread Depending on the pleasurable sensations. These three chapters constitute the first part, which describes our dependence. In the second part I'll see what is behind this: where we could end depending on what to look for joy in the birth of our personal and collective life. Maybe! Indeed, as already stated, freedom, love and joy can hardly find our place and this in spite of all opposite projections of New Age and other interests, certainly not so soon change. Therefore, the fourth and fifth chapters describe the first utopia that is dangerous, as any utopia, because it makes us difference between what is and what that might be. In spite of this, I want to draw a clear focus on the unrealized possibilities we in ourselves and in our relationship, hoping thereby to a small contribution to the seeming hopeless venture, which we, the people, global employment - in an attempt to still make this move together to the joy and love, before we destroy each other.
book consists of separate chapters, articles, meditations, containing some thoughts in connection with the problems of addiction. The text also includes separate reports on special aspects of the topics covered. In addition, I will tell some stories that are in the continuation of the book in its own way outline the issues and enliven the text.
And so, not least through the book like a red thread is a love story, which, again, on the other affected by the same eternal questions. Also some poems contribute to the harmony of the whole work. The book deals with my own struggle for complete freedom from addiction. The extent to which I succeeded in this, determines the level of clarity or confusion in my remarks.
What gives me the right to write a book on the subject in which I myself am deeply confused - my present confusion in public in their entirety? This question occupied me constantly for writing that accompanied my internal process. The authority I have found in the fact that we are talking, as in all human subjects, not only about personal issues, but also about the impersonal, universal, the problem of our time and just expose my confusion and provide the clarity that I have already learned, may serve as an impetus for all those who are also trying to gain an understanding of our existence.
But above all - the promised report the concept of personality and outlook, as I have personally developed them in the process of psychotherapy, in particular psiholiticheskoy and presented in his first book. All it actually can be once again very simplified.
In fact there are only two states of being. We may be able to love and to flourish in its manifestations like a flower in eternal infinite space with no beginning and no end. In this state, draws a picture of life, it also develops community relations, eventually the whole human society, the whole world. The eternal "now", being out of time, a paradise as absolutely present state of being, of Love the universe is born in a state of meditation, it does not exist any connection with the past, no accumulation of the past, as for the mind, psychological of being, there is only-only presence that leaves no trace.
the complete opposite of this is the second best for our state, the state of loneliness, which ultimately is nothing but the fear of not being loved. This condition occurs if it has already primary karmic background in early childhood due to the fact that we are abandoned or are not truly loved. Consequently, the formation of trauma that puts an end to the painful state of innocence, of being a paradise. Way it follows the trace of the past, a memory which is erased at once. Born state of loneliness. It is either immediately dissolves in the event that it is maintained until the end, we as children unfortunately often do not work, or it is displaced, repressed, rejected, and so on, and then from that develop a world as we know it, it is not paradise. Developing not one piece, not a perfect person, generating a tremendous amount of emotion that she projects in the world and all of which also leave traces of the past, so this Again, draw a picture of life, but this time a sad, pathetic, lonely is what we all know it. From this it also grows again, community relations, eventually the whole human society, a world that looks totally wrong as the first - sad, sorry, lonely, destructive, and which end corresponds to human society as we know it.
first development would be possible, but unfortunately it only occurs in isolated cases, the individuals and not yet at the level of all humanity. The fact that this step can still be made, is the hope of the history of human evolution. A precondition for this is to break the psychological past by the fact that we deliberately restrain him, whether it is the past - personal childhood or early incarnation, or freed a collective history of our ancestors of all mankind.
As I mentioned above, the human suffering What I have presented them in his first book, can be reduced to very simple facts, if re-trace their origins. Then we discover that all the senses, absolutely all the senses we possess, as something related only to the fact that we have inside, with our past, our past is not freed and absolutely nothing not connected with the outside what is happening around us. Feeling there is always a projection onto the canvas exterior. If for example someone wakes me furious, then, though really external event gives me this feeling, but what exactly do I respond to these feelings and not some other or no, once associated only with the fact that I have inside, and so with my history. If I can erase my history, to become purified empty without the perception of ego, then stop all the projections and, hence, all the feelings inside me. Also, the loneliness, the latest and most profound of all the feelings that belong to this area, from which evolved all the rest, then eventually recognized as a feeling that has nothing to do with the outside world. Then we find that the loneliness, the fear of not being loved, is present to us whether we are surrounded by the currently best friends or we're really all alone. Then we feel the loneliness in all situations: when we are alone when we're heavy distanced people when we are together with our loved ones and when we are alone with nature. We feel it everywhere, We feel our alienation from the whole and stop to link it with something external. It has nothing to do with the fact that I have a friend or loved one, nothing the fact that I do not like my wife or the people I did not notice, though it usually does have a place to be, because I usually create and find for themselves precisely the situation that comes to my feelings.
And if it's solitude, which is greater than with anything not related, and more on what not projected dissolved in me, then comes love, then comes the joy in me and from me starts to bloom another new world. It is not that lonely then ever not returned. Just as a child I got in this guilt of the past, I can experience it again as many again and again because of negligence due to stupidity due to negligence. But I can also again and again to get rid of it, I always have a choice - to create a different, more beautiful world through what I have this guilt over past bear, until something else can not be expressed. But I also can always select any further accumulation of guilt, that in their life, and thus in the world, again, give the place a trouble and destruction.
Loneliness ends where I begin to love yourself and stop looking for love, in which I need out of himself. Thus, I generally start to love. I realize that the only adequate state of feeling towards himself, towards for others, respect for peace, whatever it was at this moment, there is a state of love, and love means nothing as always and in every situation to be in contact with an inner center of the essence of what is at the moment, see it and respect it. In the end all sorts of projections. This also ends all feelings in me. Love recognizes that there are lives that have and love what is there. Although she sees that what is often not good, just not right not consonant, it also sees that all this could be heaven and this paradise is no place here. But she reacts to it is not sadness, not anger, it generally does not responds to this fact, but she sees it for what it is and does what he can to heaven someday could have arisen. She loves the fact that there is!
If we learn to leave us alone in not reacting to it, no desire by any manner of means to get away from him, which is extremely difficult, requires much energy and many internal discipline, then it ceases to be feeling. Then it is only a bodily state, a kind of pain or pressure, which absolutely quiet dwells in us, motionless as a rock. And this rock is the beginning of a new movement in another dimension. Then the spirit is no longer able to search, but in a state of completeness and perfection.
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